surat untuk poison ivy.

adehh, runsing pasal apa pun tak tahu lah. tapi yang pasti bukan pasal orang. tak kisah daaa. cam sial aja. bukan marah tapi fruss. pasal pelajaran kut. sem baru sial jugak, reti cam tak reti, baca sama tak baca, dah hilang tempo. sori la ni dah desperate sgt, dah annoyed tahap ape dah lagi-lagi si poi dah lama tak online, hilang tempat redah perasaan. poi mane ko? restaurant ko dah tutup oiii, tepung dah berkulat! biar la ko tak baca pun blog ni. aku bercakap dengan dinding. hehe. sok ade kwn nak visit gonggong. kwn lama. harap2 jadi. yg sebnarnya aku ok, mlm ni cuaca baik, aku suke. mood pun ok. tpi hati cam pilu.. kira tak ok kan. entah mengapa. byk nak study. T.T
cepat la balik kwn!

人外有人，天外有天

whats in a name (by lin keong)

was browsing through when i saw my sister's blog.

saw this funny thing

Colin

usually an irish/asian guy who hides his true feelings. His love for someone is very complex. He may love a certain person, but another close person even more without showing any emotion towards that person.
colin has always wanted to be with Teresea, but secretely with Gessie.

Swt, I wonder who put that definition in

The definition is as complex as his love

Oh well, search up your name at urbandictionary.com and see how it is defined

happy brithday amabel

our CG 03 celebrated amabel's birthday yesterday at Wong Kok Kok. hehehaha. it was a fun night with the many people who turned up :) along with that, amabel also dressed up nicely with make-up on and she looked exceptionally pretty (a feast to my eyes!) heh. then clarence asked us to report about one good thing we had had throughout the week, i was literally speechless.. i guessed i had a bad week :X



but if i were given a chance to reverse time to fix what might have been bad, i would fix nothing. yes. what went wrong doesn't bother me because i am not afraid to lose. because i have stopped expecting. in spite of that, i always give my 100% in everything i do. that is what that matters.

endorphin-deficient.

treat me doc.

scary T.T (lin keong)

Drag me to hell is really scary! After watching Ju On 5-6 times I thought I would be immune to all horror movies, but this really made me grip my chair too bad I didnt shout, people around me were screaming like hell. This is one horror movie that did not make me fall asleep halfway through

make me a doll

these words stringed together are solely for the writer's own purpose. it's a form of liberation of the unspoken words, which need not be heard nor judged by anyone. it's not a public deliverance. stop.

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the smell of coffee heals the weary soul. every sip generates an oomph, rousing the numb mind. laid on the bed, being toasted to the tip. and going dumbfounded. my eyes are magnetically glued to a corner where there lies nothing but an empty table. blank as if the mind is hynoptised. it is strange. strange but pleasing. to the notion of need not to think about any thoughts. make me a doll.

Chris Pine ..ohhh.. breathless...

i had dyspnoea watching him in Blind Dating. my heart literally stopped beating for a good few seconds at one point.
i am not joking O.O he killed me! :P
i fell in love with his character and his good looks. awesome smile, super charming,.. omg breathless.. a little ego perhaps but that is what makes a man.
he reigns my list of favs now after hyun bin :D

danny.. come, take me away..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eQLwt89ec0U&feature=related

Thank You Lord.

a thousand times i have failed,
still Your mercy remains
and should i stumble again,
still i am caught in Your grace.

the art of losing myself in bringing you praise..
i am not ashamed.. never will..
i am drowned.. this second.. nothing matters..

angel.......

I've learned (lin keong)

By Omer B. Washington

I’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you.
All you can do is be someone who can be loved.
The rest is up to them.
I’ve learned that no matter how much I care,
some people just don’t care back.
I’ve learned that it takes years to build up trust
and only seconds to destroy it.
I’ve learned that it’s not what you have in your life
but who you have in your life that counts.
I’ve learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes.
After that, you’d better know something.

I’ve learned that you shouldn’t compare yourself
to the best others can do,
but to the best you can do.
I’ve learned that it’s not what happens to people,
It’s what they do about it that matters.
I’ve learned that no matter how thin you slice it,
there are always two sides.
I’ve learned that you should always talk to loved ones with loving words.
It may be the last time you’ll see them.
I’ve learned that you can keep going
long after you think you can’t.

I’ve learned that heroes are the people who do what has to be done
When it needs to be done,
regardless of the consequences.
I’ve learned that there are people who love you dearly,
but just don’t know how to show it.
I’ve learned that sometimes when I’m angry I have the right to be angry,
but that doesn’t give me the right to be cruel.
I’ve learned that true friendship continues to grow even over the longest distance.
Same goes for true love.
I’ve learned that just because someone doesn’t love you the way you want them to doesn’t mean they don’t love you with all they have.

I’ve learned that no matter how good a friend is,
they’re going to hurt you every once in a while
and you must forgive them for that.
I’ve learned that it isn’t always enough to be forgiven by others.
Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.
I’ve learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken,
the world doesn’t stop for your grief.
I’ve learned that our background and circumstances may influence who we are,
but we are responsible for who we become.
I’ve learned that just because two people argue, it doesn’t mean they don’t love each other.
And just because they don’t argue, it doesn’t mean they do.

I’ve learned that sometimes you have to put the individual
ahead of their actions.
I’ve learned that no matter the consequences,
those who are honest with themselves go farther in life.
I’ve learned that your life can be changed in a matter of hours
by people who don’t even know you.
I’ve learned that even when you think you have no more to give,
when a friend cries out to you,
you will find the strength to help.

I’ve learned that writing,
as well as talking,
can ease emotional pains.
I’ve learned that the people you care most about in life
are taken from you too soon.
I’ve learned that it’s hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice
and not hurting people’s feelings and standing up for what you believe.
I’ve learned to love
and be loved.
I've learned...

a sweet and sour holiday package

one more week to the start of Year 2, foresee a great deal of workload and stress. hmm. don't be dreaded yo, embrace it with greater deal of hope and determination! *tepuk-tepuk dada tanda semangat* ahahaha. holidays had been fruitful so far, been to Genting, Melaka and Tangkak, Johor. good experience, good food! and the opportunity to spend time with friends and family, all was good. less $$$, less sleep but all was put to good use (i think), haha. but i had some embarrassing and sad moments too. T.T

on a serious note, i have something to say. just a piece of my mind, i don't know how to express it best but i will try my best. perhaps you may find it debatable but not here not now.

life is not pathetic, it can be and it will be because you choose the path that leads to it. and some people have no means of choosing the path of their lives, their lives are unfortunately downcast by nature, all is bad, all is bad. but still, you can choose, to be happy. of course you think i am crazy. how to be happy when you are penniless, bleak and barren, becoming the object of laughters, obsolated? why not? i have no money but i am living. i am stupid but i have many good friends. i am ugly but i can speak and laugh. the only obstacle is our very own pride, jealousy, greed, human nature by all means. don't laugh and think i am shallow. you are as shallow as me.

some people criticise religions saying how these religions manipulate and take advantage of people who are desperate by giving them hopes and new life. it's easy how fast you pass a judgement because you have not been there, you don't see any needs for that and you mock those yearning for God's love. you deride all you want, while the people who have hopes and faith continue to relish in the food for soul, finding joy in times of despair, hoping you will see what they see.

but,
hope or faith as strong as the strength of a twig bears nothing. makes no difference. it takes much more than that. disappointments. failures. deaths. one after another. i am yet to understand completely but persistance is the key.

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i cannot break myself into two.
i wish i know what to do.
i cannot read minds.
neither do i expect you to read mine.
if i am the reason for your sorrow,
do you know i am equally sorrowed?
damn you fool.
for nobody is perfect.
faulty us both.

you can go your way,
but,
there will be a void in the friendship pool upon your absence,
only to be filled by you when you return.

jessica hong yoke poh is a forgetful person. :

this is so true

Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
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