Wednesday, April 29, 2009

hi pa and ma

wah, my parents found out about this blog.
hello pa!
hello ma!
welcome!

to pa and ma : this blog got two writers, the other writer is lin keong, he was the one who bought the rm700 printer. not me. -.-"

ok, byebye. i miss you all back home. please take care. no worries about being too public about personal stuff.. i know how to take care of myself.

Sunday, April 26, 2009

just a thought.

i will remember you.
the sparkle in your eyes.
and your humility.
how you are pretty funny too.
i wish we met a time way back then.
beautiful stranger.

Friday, April 24, 2009

happy birthday ruth!

two days late. the evil queen** celebrated her 21st on the 23/04/2009. i am sorry ruther cause i did not make it to the gathering. forgive me, pleassssssse T_____________T i will buy glue for you to mend your broken heart. T__________T i am joking ruther. you can pecahkan my kepala the next time we meet. sorry. :(
anyways, here i wish you from the bottom of my heart, no belated because ... i wrote this on the 23rd, just not posted then. so..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUTH @ ruther @ puchi @ retainer G @ vinoth !!!!!!!!!!!

the beautiful one. :)


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hehe, love you. :)

thanks for everything. you the one who never fail to inspire me, even till today. i wish you all the best in all that you do ruther. Continue to shine for His Glory and God bless. missing ya. :)



**evil queen = awesome-est person according to jessyp's dictionary not under the influence of fairy tales.




Tuesday, April 21, 2009

            C
in the fullness of your grace,

            E
in the power of your name,

            D   G
you lift me up,

C               D
you lift me up.

Monday, April 20, 2009

many times i want to tell you.

how words are sharper than the tip of a sword, pierce right into your heart and there you go a leak of agony from the core, unexpected damage from a known stranger, you thought it was funny but i tell you it is not, say it like you mean it do not act like a fool. ah. i am sorry if i ever acted like one. as now i know how it feels. dang.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Just a story I received in the mail

There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.'

有一位瞎女很討厭自己因為眼睛瞎了。她也討厭每個人,唯一不討厭的是她的男朋友,因為他都常守在她身旁。於是她對她的男朋友說:「如果能讓我看到這個世界,我愿意嫁給你!」

One day,someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend.

有一天,有人捐了一對眼精給她。當紗布解開時,她能夠看到一切,包括她的男朋友。

He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life
led her to refuse to marry him.

男朋友問她:「現在你可以看到這世界,你愿意嫁給我嗎?」那女孩看了男朋友是個瞎子,他那對蓋上眼皮的眼睛嚇到了她,這是她無法想像。她想:要我嫁給他而一生對他這個樣子,我無法接受。

Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.'

於是,她的男朋友很傷心的離開她,幾天後寫了字條給她:「親愛的,請你好好照顧你的眼睛,因為它不是屬於你的之前,它是屬於我的。」

This is how the human brain often works when our status changes.
Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful situations.

這也是人的腦會如何做當情況有所變動。只有少許人會記得他或她之前的生活及誰會在身旁當他或她處在困境的時候

Life Is a
Gift

生命是一份禮物

Today before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak.

今天,當你要講一句不善之言--請想想那些無法講話的人

Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone
who has nothing to eat.

當你要埋怨食物的味道時--請想想那些沒有食物吃的人

Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone who's crying out to GOD for a companion.

當你要埋怨你的先生或太太時--請想想那些在向上天哭訴要一個伴侶的人

Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who died too early on this earth.

今天,當你要埋怨生活時--請想想那些太早離開人世間的人

Before you complain about your children - Think of someone who desires children but they're barren.

當你要埋怨小孩時--請想想那些渴望小孩而無能生育的人


Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean or sweep - Think of the people who are living in the streets.


當你要爭論沒有人清理屋子時--請想想那些住在街邊的人

Before whining about the distance you drive Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.

當你在哀訴駕駛的路程--請想想那些同樣的路程以代步的人

And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your job.

當你很疲備而埋怨工作時--請想想那些無工作,殘疾的,及那些多麼希望擁有你這份工作的人


But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another - Remember that not one of us is without sin.

當你想要指著人或互相譴責時--請記得沒有一個人是無罪

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on your face and think: you're alive and still around.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

the clown has packed his bag,

leaving behind his circus of merriment and zzz,

heading to the land of books,

he's taking a train, a train driven by Him.

and as long as he's on this train,

everything will be okay.













love,
jess.


and here's a note for a dear friend of mine back in high school. thanks natasha su! you taught me well. :)




Monday, April 13, 2009

its 4.30 am? (lin keong)

somebody said I am sombong. lol donno why, i am just being lin keong

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

the anatomy of the urinary bladder, ureter and urethra upset me.
to study anatomy in words is confusing. :(
and i am confused now, and so, upset.
prollly it's the hormone thingy again.
... .. .. T.T


and then there IS people. people as a singular noun.
i am part of the people.
and yet, it never fails to amaze me in so many ways.
both good and not so good.
wakakakaka. prolly they have the same thoughts about me.
the world doesn't go one way.
hmmmm.


ok, somewhat i am not upset anymore. anatomy of the urniary system is SO NOT my chill pill.
;) take a break.







Saturday, April 4, 2009

intermitten flu.

it begun with a mild flu in seremban, but cleared off upon returning to kl. such a weak bug. muahhahahaha. my immune prevailed. muaaahahahaha. or so i thought.
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noooooo, i was wrong T.T
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i was hit by the flu bug again after 24hrs (it's not the same bug don't be foolish, it's already mutated!), sneezing and disposing of soaked tissues like nobody's business. a virus attack i am sure. and later that night, i dreamt myself to conciousness and woke up feeling ever dry with a pain in my throat. T.T
i started sneezing again, and woke my roomie up T.T
twas bad. my nasal discharge was unstoppable. the flu sort of subsided the next morning, a tuesday morning. my immune prevailed once again. muaahhhahahahahahahahahaha.

but noooo. it came again in the afternoon, missing me. lol. spent the whole afternoon on bed but not asleep. sicked. with a changed voice.. huskily flu-ed lol.
by wednesday morning, i woke up feeling groggy and tired but the flu seemed to be gone. i went and took a shower. HA, big mistake. lol. sneezed and had runny nose again. went to practise singing for seniors farewell, with a flu voice :D my nose stopped running when i was singing.

what followed was a series of headaches and stomach ache, with ample of sleep, woke up feeling sleepier than ever, so more sleep. lol.
i had diarrheoa few hours ago, and went to bed. so here i am, woke up 4 hrs later, refreshed and truly prevailed this time, decided to give the super bug a recognition. good job. hehe.

i must be crazy to say this but i am actually really glad that i fell sick. cause it happened now instead of exam period. cause it suckadee not to be able to study when you want to. T.T
and now that i have recovered and all well, happily knowing that my immune has reached another level in its league of battle, i urge all to take good care of yourself and health, do stay healthy!