Saturday, January 31, 2009

i don't go in sequence, but i will try

slam dunk is my all time favourite anime. love the song, love the characters, love the team-spirit, love the soundtrack, love the show. i must say that rukawa kaede is by far, my favourite character. yes i know, almost all the girls who watch slam dunk are crazy about rukawa, even the girls in the show itself,. lol. who cares. i don't see why would anyone not like him, with his superb skills, hardcore determination to win, and versatility, he is a superb multitalented player. despite his cold looks, he is actually very adorable.. he has a pink bicycle and his favourite past time is sleeping. i am 25% like him, *melts* ;) hanamichi sakuragi, mitsui, sendoh, and gorilla, these are some of the other characters that i like. seriously lah, you gotta watch this anime especially if you minat basketball. if you have no whatsoever interest in basketball, also must watch lah, who knows you will be so inspired by the show and be the next MVP? ;) ok, maybe you are too old for MVP.. hmmm.

slam dunk rocks. i am currently in the SL craze again. haha, had just finished watching episode 101, such a disappointment that the show ends there. there is more, but only in manga form. i like anime .. T.T

anyways, back to where i am now. currently at home in seremban. chinese new year 2009 is rather dull, eventhough there is a slight increase in the number of red packets. but what about the content? don't break my heart. lol. i plan to buy an epilator and save up the rest. cannot bear with my pineapple-like leg, heard phillips is good ;)

one thing i like about chinese new year this time around is i get to be with my family. just mom, dad, and bro. i love waking up every morning hearing their voices, talking and interacting. except the part when they start nagging me unnecessarily. lol. family dinners are good, not awesome. i always prefer small gatherings rather than big ones, what is the point of having MANY small groups in a ONE big gathering?

i am going back to cheras tomorrow. and chinese new year has not even ended. i always leave with a heavy heart, and i dislike this feeling, which is why i don't come home every week. am i homely? maybe, not fully, cause i also have this urge to go to far places by myself. do you feel the same? anyways, back to cheras, what comes to my mind now is prof. aisyah. lol. speaking of prof. aisyah, she is one of the medic lecturers whom i have respect for. i feel kinda bad for not doing well in the previous FA. the fact that i used the word 'kinda' made me feel even worse now. lol. i need to start reading the BOOKS that i have bought. eventhough i prefer audio/visual learning. lol. according to linkeong, i will only absorb 50%. i don't deny. and linkeong 25%. ;)
so, that is the story of cheras. i am going to miss my home. luckily monday is a holiday so i have one day to emo/homesick gaogao before class starts!

i am going through a phase ;) and it seems that in this phase, when i do write, i tend to talk less.
time to pack my bag.
bye seremban ;)

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

a note.

smells like teen spirit, oh you remind me of that song,
NO, it's the other way round.
don't you get it? damn, you fool!
i miss you, oh i really do.
at this moment, i wish to go back.
and have a taste of your rudiments.
i miss you so badly. i want you.
my love i need a time machine.
my head spins, my heart yearns for you.
oh, seventeen.
oh, we rocked it.
hell yeah, we so did.







jess.

a trip to the park

(i am supposed to post this on the 17th of january. ;D)
hey all, sorry for the infrequent updates. you know me, i am very lazy. lol. anyways, have anyone of you been to taman pertanian negara/malaysia agriculture park? it is located in shah alam, also the first malaysia's agriculture park opened to public since 1986. say yes!!

i went to the park yesterday and man, was it awesome. i love love love mother nature especially forest and gardens. it was actually an outing with cg members, for the seniors and juniors. we went cycling around the scenic park while some of them took the free bus service for a tour within the park.

the first stop was the animal park. ladies and gentlemen, please lol with me. lol. it is pretty funny why they call it an animal park when there aren't any animals,only empty cages around. -.-" guess they relocated the animals somewhere from the original forest. but why... isn't forest their natural habitat.. boooo. since the animals were invisible so we only took pictures of the plants and trees. i had a fun time snapping away, dont know about the rest though. heeeee.

i had a mesmerising view of flora and the invigorating scent of fresh leaves, seen myriads of plants and sky high trees, all and a hanging bridge! ohhh *droool* my lovesss *big wet eyes* (4feetnine punya line)

we continued to cycle, downhill, uphill, flat road. i was the slowest but they were all very kind and waited for me. ahahaha. ehh, the last time i cycled was..err.. when i was 8? -.-" ahahaha. but anyways all was good and serenely fun. i laughed so much along the way until i got stomache, had wind for lunch. lalalalala. (before bike incident)

the next stop after animal park was the lake. gorgeous view! the stillness of the lake moved my heart. and the smell of grass, do you like the smell of grass? i do! can go fishing also! sounds fun right? oh you don't fancy fishing..lol fineeee. nice place though, ji yin did some drama there. ;D

moving on, we went to some place with more fishy. wahahaha. i do not know what is the place called, it is like a special place to rear fishes. to name a few, fei chow yu, ikan bawal, dot dot dot, dot dot dot, and some other local fish. hahaha. only two i know, pathetic nyer.

then we went to the Four Season House.
so we get to experience winter within that particular temperature, light and air controlled chamber when we went. a rather special place, hey man i felt winter before! haha. and i secretly wanted to throw a snow ball at mr. snow man while i was in there. hahahahaha. took some pictures nia. would definitely love to see spring.
there are four themes spread over 3 months each.
Winter season garden is exhibited from December to February.
Spring season garden is exhibited from March to May.
Summer season garden is exhibited from June to August.
Autumn season garden is exhibited from September to November.
COOL?
then we cycled back. we did not finish our tour/exploring the entire park. on our way back, i passed by taman cendawan and taman orkid/bunga, rase-rase nak masuk gak.. mane boleh orang nak balik kan.. lorrrr. tak pe ah, lain kali ;) lol. some time after that, alright, here comes the bike incident. i crashed when i was cycling downhill. you saw my beautiful drawing.. lol. i thank god once again for nothing bad/serious happened to me *choi choi tai ka lei si* nevertheless, the minor injuries did nothing to my joy. after all that fun and sight feast.. i was really thrilled. happy and happily, i enjoyed myself. a happy satisfied injured chick. lol.

nah, show you the pictures. lol ;)











hahaha, i forgot to tell you. there was another MINI animal park, a man-made MINI animal park.








few animals only but oh well,.. ;D






inside the four season house ;D




hello thr!

byebye santa. hello fishy.




that's all. then we went home. i guess most of us enjoyed ourselves and had a great time there. but i messed thing up a little and made everyone worried. sorry guys and thanks for taking care of me jessie, akita, etc. hehe. and last but not least, i present you the emo bunny.

bunny sedang merajuk. T.T

Sunday, January 25, 2009

HELLoOOOOOooooooooOOOO!

gOoD mOrnIng!!

I AM SUPER EXCITED ok it's nin chor yatt! muahahahhaa. no, wait. but what am i doing here??
my hair is not done, nails not done, dress not up, ehh? lalalalalala, nicely sitting here typing. sweat. how excited is excited?! ehh, i don't tipu, i am excited ok, just a little suppresed this time, cause lack of sleep. LOL.
the routine is always the same every year, wake up, breakfast at Ah Yee's place she makes super delicious mee suah, then mingle around with everybody, later at 3 p.m the gambling and mahjong session start. then --------------> dinner! yummy yummy. then at night the gambling session continues. i don't gamble so they always anti-jess T.T haha nola i sing k with my uncle you know those super super old songs the opera style haha i am so kidding. well i just sit there and be the money collector~! $.$ lol..

oh, mama rushing me to change. time to go. catch ya all later!

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Monday, January 19, 2009

AND THANKS TO POH POH, KENNETH AND MICHELLE FOR ACCOMPANYING ME TO THE CLINIC! THANK YOU VERY MUCH!

17.01.2009

hey guys.. i just wanna say thanks to all. to my super duper caring friends, seniors and classmates who have been concerned about my injuries, i am really touched and grateful to have you all by my side..especially keng keng.

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yesh people, i had a bike incident last saturday, i crashed but escaped with minimum harm. nasib baik jua walaupun hari yang malang.

do you want to know what was on my mind before i was about to crash? uhuhuhuhu, it was so scary i thought i was going to roll downhill, crash into a huge plank and die/pengsan on the spot. i swerved to the left towards the woods at a very high speed as i was cycling downhill, did that cause i knew i was going to crash, wanted to hit the break but afraid that i would fly off with a somersault and land on my back. i didn't hit the break but thank God for i only landed a few metres away from the road side instead of rolling downhill, and only suffered minor injuries.

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sigh. my first bike incident. a good start for the year. lol. anyhow, i still think cycling is a fun thing to do, a natural way to keep fit as justin says it. lol. and yesh, i have learnt my lesson..jangan nak rempit-rempit bicycle kalau tak ada skill and use the break for its purpose. need to brush up on my skill too. ask me did i develop a phobia towards cycling? i tell you no way. kekeke. in fact i am looking forward to the next time.

Thanks again to all! <3<3

will blog about the cycling trip some time. such a misfortune that i had a crash, a fun day otherwise.




Monday, January 12, 2009

jess just got back from the library and she is feeling extremely sleepy. lol. jess feels like blogging but she doesn't know what to blog about. so what she is going to do is, to continue writing pointless sentences. ahahaha. grrrr. sleepyyy.. brain is in its resting state, refuse to decipher what it is doing or why is it doing so..lol. jess is feeling dreamy~ oh wait something came to her mind.. natural killer cells.. apoptosis..lol..*plop*..okok.. what else.. her bed.. oh yesh..her little pillow..and she, being sheltered in her blanket..is put to rest. eyes closed.. silent flutters of her heart..


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Tuesday, January 6, 2009

love part 2 (edited)

for my dear,

can love come from sympathy?


who should make the first move?


what if he/she thought you only as brother/sister? nothing more nothing less?


do you like who he/she is now? is he/she your ideal?
do you change yourself to fit his/her ideal?
do you expect him/her to change?


why do you see solitude and sadness from his/her eyes?


do you feel secure with him/her around you?


is there such thing as love at first sight?


what happens when you hit a wall? what if theres nothing more to say to each other?


you feel that you have not wasted your life waiting for him/her to arrive


do you get along with his family?


do you feel pressured to be together?


do you care about what others say?


do you feel like expressing yourself? But you are scared of the consequences?


what if you get rejected by your love? will you still love him/her?


are you constantly wondering if he/she feels the same about you?


does love really conquer all?


are you tired of being alone? are you tired of waiting for someone?


must guys always make the first move?


will long distance relationship work?


are you looking for a partner just because everyone has one?


why do good guys always finish last?


when you like him/her, do you accept him/her or do you tolerate him/her?


somehow you want him/her to watch everything that you do. you will try to do your best in front of him/her and always feel that you have not done well enough


You always want to be there for her/his, to protect her but failure to do so makes you feel miserable. You know you are not trying to be a hero but merely having his/her best interest in mind.




this post may not be up to the standards of the previous one because I could not get the same "mood" i was in before when I posted the first.
There may be a part 3. Depends.

P/S: I hate posting these stuff, it makes me feel lonely........ T.T

To leekeng: i posted it at last lol, and I always dont get what I want so I dont bother trying

Saturday, January 3, 2009

T______________T homesick homesick homesick

ten random things.
1. i have a habit of biting my nails.
2. i spent rm300.60 in 3 days. T_________T
3. i am officially broke.
4. i miss home.
5. i have not been studying, only gaming all day long.
6. and so became more pro in gaming and knew 0.01% about hematology.
7. my eyesight is deteriorating.
8. i sleep early and wake up late.
9. there is a void in my heart.
10. i am going to make a card now and eat an apple.

bye.