hi folks, it's me again. *waves* once in a while turned out to be a year since i last blogged. wow, phew.. it's strange when wow and phew are put together isn't it. an expression of amazement and relief. well, that sort of sums up my year actually :) i am really thankful for everything, for all that had happened and all that did not happen, an opportunity to live every second and worry little about tomorrow. i am also more 'seasoned' now, speaking of life experience and on growing up. we are supposed to age both physically and mentally right. hehe. i must not tell you that i freaked out to the sight of my cheek creases. it's mentally disturbing ... T.T but then hor, it sorf of makes my smile more charming .. HMM. hehe. presently done with 2/5 of my studying years, sailing on to third year in july. still very innocent. i mean medically ahahahahahahhahaha, lots to learn, coming soon. reading back previous posts brings back reminiscence. all still sound very me.. ahahahaha. many years later i would reread these again and say the same thing i think. certainly i am a product of my past but i have changed for better. it's not just for me but i want to say this to everybody, we are a product of our past but we are not a prisoner of our past.. so move forward and change for better, don't get chained in a bad past. aight. yes you can. once upon a time, a friend said to me, don't regret the decisions you make and up till today, these 6 words have been the pillar of my decision-making process. thanks pal. then...what happens if i made the wrong decision? don't regret but repent. out of religious context, it means change of mind and attitude basically. aiyaya, i didn't plan what to write here initially so these words as they flow, i guess i tend to write whatever that comes to my mind and ..reflections and lessons learned.. here they are. im still a crappu. ahahahaha. lot less though......... must be the effect of constipation. it deprives me of the inspiration and creative power to crap due to the high energy consumption of defecating attempts. sad. it's getting late anyway.. my new blog link is www.stuckblink.blogspot.com. goodnight and have a good day. God bless.