Ada Apa Dengan Cinta?

perempuan, datang atas nama cinta.
bunda pergi, kerana cinta.

digenangi airan jingga dalam wajahmu,
maka timbul lah mu tidor di hatiku,
..yang begitu gelap dan kedinginan.
Ada apa dengan-nya?
meninggalkan hati untuk dicaci..


Lalu sekalinya aku lihat karya syurga dari mata seorang Ava,


Ada apa dengan cinta?


Tapi aku pasti akan kembali,
dalam satu purnama,
utuk mempertanyakan kembali cintanya
bukan untuknya, bukan untuk siapa
tapi untuk ku, karena aku ingin kamu.

itu saja.


one of the poems that i fell in love with.
highly recommend you girls/boys?? to watch the movie (refer title) IF you have not seen it,. or watch it again,.
old stuff but really worth watching.
sooooooooooooo, GO watch it.
then only you will know what the poem is all about.
the last paragraph is the o0oOmpHh! ;D
i freaking dig love stories and stuff like this lah.
hehe ;D

Flu. Malfunction? No. Hell, it’s Saturday, woman. Get a grip. Oh wait, there’s more.
Ok. I’m overwhelmed. Wtf. I say what the fUdGe. Yep yep. Indeed, so much more to go.
It’s ok. Life goes on. Crazy. I entered the hall of mirrors, omg, i see myself everywhere.
Hahahahahaha whAt tHe fUDge?

tagged

1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?Him and her is who?
him? who,.brad pitt?? sadly, he doesn't know me :(
her? ohh, i got many HER(S) leh. how to choose, later all jealous?! why am i so lame.
Ruth Vinoth, my soul mate. because she's also so lame. hahahaha.

3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you.
no point talking about brad. booooooo!
ruth aka puchi aka retainerG - my driver, my bestie, ber-painting nails together, ber-bm together, a&w, tuna sandwich supplier, teaching me tamil (booo i'm cool like that haha), telling me that she loves me and that i should love her too HAHAHAHAHAHA oh man. tell you what the list is never ending. basically, she makes jess, jess :D

4. The most memorable things he/she have said to you?
thank you, i know i'm pretty (i used to be a humble girl till i met her)
poyoh, your are special.
pak shuet shuet wat luit luit, hak mang mang hai sap sap (LOL LOL puchi so cute)
i love you, poyoh.

5. If he/she become your lover, you will..
*GASP*

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will…
continue to tell her i love you.

7. If he/she become your lover, he has to improve on…
he?? brad pitt?? he needs to get rid of his double chin.

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is..
because we love each other too much untill we got fed up and decided to hate each other.

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
bring ma kids to her house and trash her kids' rooms and rampas all her kids' toys, ask my kids to call her aunty puchi and make her make peanut pancakes for my no.123. Aunty puchi~

10. The overall impression of him/her is…
Who?? brad pitt?? he's charming and so ever charming. ruth?? oh nooo.. she's super SHY.

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
i'm cute boooooohoooo ahahaha idk. sometimes i tend to blurt out stuff without much thinking. offensive perhaps.

12. The character of you for yourself is?
adorably sexy. LOL. ok. i can be fun and crazy at times but when it comes to serious businesses, don't expect a HAHHAHAHAH me. one thing, i put others above self.

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
LAZY.

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
Him.

15. For the people who likes you, say something about them
i thought you love me? huhu.. so lame ah. hehe. well, thanks, i appreciate it, really. i like you too.

love, i promise you forever.

Below is a conversation between my mentor and i, Nov 5th dated, 4 p.m. timed.

*knock knock*
Jess : Good morning sir! (look at watch) T.T ehh sorry,. good afternoon.. T.T
Dr. KBS : *smiling* Yes, here for FA?
Jess : err.. yar yar. (nodding head)

Dr. KBS looks to a stack of papers on the table, on his left front and smiles.
Jess takes her FA from the stack of FA papers and passes it to Dr. KBS.

Dr. KBS : Yes. You are Hong Yo-key Poh?
Jess : -.-"" Yoke Poh. (not bad. He remembers my name! Normally he only calls my name after he sees my signature on the paper T.T)
Dr. KBS : Ohh, good. Congrats. *shakes my hand* So, next time I want to see 90.
Jess : -.-"" *speechless*
Dr. KBS : So, your name is Yoke Poh.. (weeeeee! He got it right)
Jess : Yehh. Yoke.
Dr. KBS : You know yolk is very important..
Jess : Yehh yehh,. provide nutrients..
Dr. KBS : For egg development,. birds,. you know egg yolk.. so you are like the yolk.. to the class.. you know.. *smiles*
Jess : -.-" ohh.. hehehe. okey.. (kinda lame.. but i'm touched)
Dr. KBS : *gives the "are you done yet" look*
Jess : Okay! thank you sir. *very teethy smile* byebye.
Dr. KBS : Bye bye.


LOL. Tell you what, this is the longest conversation i ever had with him in the past 3 months. I think he is one of the nicest lecturer around, he is really humble and he is always smiling!
He is so cute. LOL. But he can be quite sarcastic at times..

i'm getting better :)
i spent 6 hours doing everything except studying.

DAMN am I good at pampering myself! ^^

I feel dispatched, dismal, dreary.
Cheerless.
I'm not snubbed or anything, things are good, prolly it's just me. Prolly it's just another episode of P.M.S. A withdrawal symptom perhaps? O.O
But what is it that is missing?
Gosh, I hate female hormones. LOL. As much as i like em' as secondary growth stimulants, i also abhor em' for wrecking my cloud nine every month.
You see, it's a love-hate thingy, a cycle that will go on for another..say, 30yrs? haha.
I dislike emo episodes.
Sometimes, it is hard for me to express myself and to convey my feelings. I don't bare my feelings in public, maybe i will be a little more quiet than usual, but yehh, i don't want to upset others or make them unhappy. It is not easy though.
I'm sorry if my blog is not entertaining and whiny. I didn't intend to do a informative/interesting blog. It is just a channel for me to write down my thoughts and feelings.
I wish nobody would read this ..lol.

-bathe and sleep-

jess just wanna smile.. :D