1. mcd coffee makes me stay awake. almost over-ly awake to the extent of having headaches. and i thought i'm desensitised to almost every types of coffee out there.
2. i don't normally go for proms or stuff like that, unless it's 70's/80's themed. haha. yessssh.
3. i learnt that bobo means sleep in indonesian..
4. i'm never a big fan of american next top model or any of the top model series, but i finally found someone whom i really like,. she's certainly not the role model type but she's real, different, unique. zzzzz. i'm inspired. yesh. rebecca hardy form canadian next top model cycle 2.
5. my stapler is green in colour.
6. i dig guys with facial hair, urm.. imagine justin timberlake. nuff' said.
7. i like to learn new languages,. but i am not good at any of the languages that i have learnt so far.
8. oh no, got 17 points more to go.
9. my nickname is yokey poh (first mentioned by jared lim yu shan ex boypren no.1 when i was 16).
10. i don't regret the decisions that i make.
11. i have a weird taste in everything.. i like stuff that people don't normally like.
12. i feel like peeing.
13. i think nobody is ugly.
14. i wish i can play the guitar like a pro.
15. i broke my record last saturday by sleeping 15hrs, uninterrupted.
16. likes god diva by ali project. forget about ecstasy.
17. likes anime.
18. how come it's all about me? my room mate likes doraemon.
19. can i stop here?
20. i want the time to stop right now, at this moment. so that i can breathe. i want to breathe.
21. there is so much i want to tell but i can't, i couldn't like i wish i could
22. lin keong reminded me that i've always wanted to shave bald.
23. my table lamp is pink.
24. wanted to shoot a video of lung juen fung by jay chou, but the chosen one refused to be my actress.
25. YES! end of randomness! wahahahah. yes! I believe in God.
Monday, February 23, 2009
Saturday, February 21, 2009
cry me a river, cry me cry me, cry me a river.,. kikiki dadadadada shishishi dadashishidada,.. lol,. another sunday afternoon. listening to songs and chillaxing. oh, i also watched "nada sou sou",. a touching story about a brother's love for his sister,. how he sacrifices and takes care of his little sister,. nada sou sou means tears flow endlessly,. according to the subtitle,. the best thing i love about the movie is the pics shown during flashback of their childhood memories., everything was captured so beautifully,. so innocent,. their smiles,. little tiny stuff but such strong potrayal of love,. until i also felt like being part of the pic,. =.=" i wanna turn 6 and play sand on the beach T.T
lol,. i'm childish like that,.
am still listening to justin tim-ber-la-ke,.
lol,. i'm childish like that,.
am still listening to justin tim-ber-la-ke,.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Monday, February 16, 2009
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Sunday, February 15, 2009
something's missing
CNY has passed us again. This is the n-th CNY that I have celebrated. It seems as years go by, CNY has become more and more boring. What is missing here?
When I visited my housemate, boong's house somehow I felt the feeling of CNY is back. Relatives all gathering and having dinner together, the atmosphere was full of joy and laughter, having to compete for food in the steamboat. Going out for supper at nite with the whole car load of relatives. The closeness of the bond between family members, cousins alike. Somehow that has been lost on my side. I was emo when I stayed overnight at his house. I felt that this is what CNY was and is supposed to be. What has happened nowadays that my family seems to lost it? I don't feel the closeness anymore. Where has it gone to?
I miss the time where my uncle used to bring me around at nites before CNY, I miss the midnight temple visit, I miss the lion dance troupe that always performed at my grandma's house, I miss a whole bunch of things that I couldn't list. Somehow nowadays we just gather but we hardly talk to each other, the house seems crowded with people but empty of soul at the same time. Am I the only one who couldn't move on?
The emptiness is frustrating, laying on my bed through the whole CNY, feeling extremely bored. Everyone seems to be getting very busy with their work nowadays, some don't even have time to come back for CNY. Where's the new year song? I hardly can listen to them anymore.
Why is everywhere open for business? What happened to the days when even shopping complexes close for the 1st day of new year? It seems nobody cares anymore, they just want to earn as much as possible, thats all.
Undeniably as years passed on, my angpao has gotten more and more but I would rather trade it all with what has been lost. House visiting has gone stale too. Wheres the bak gua? I cant see them anymore?
My mind's jumbled up, I don't know how to type anymore.
I just want it all back! I wish to have the OLD CNY! Arghhh. I just feel like screaming.
When I visited my housemate, boong's house somehow I felt the feeling of CNY is back. Relatives all gathering and having dinner together, the atmosphere was full of joy and laughter, having to compete for food in the steamboat. Going out for supper at nite with the whole car load of relatives. The closeness of the bond between family members, cousins alike. Somehow that has been lost on my side. I was emo when I stayed overnight at his house. I felt that this is what CNY was and is supposed to be. What has happened nowadays that my family seems to lost it? I don't feel the closeness anymore. Where has it gone to?
I miss the time where my uncle used to bring me around at nites before CNY, I miss the midnight temple visit, I miss the lion dance troupe that always performed at my grandma's house, I miss a whole bunch of things that I couldn't list. Somehow nowadays we just gather but we hardly talk to each other, the house seems crowded with people but empty of soul at the same time. Am I the only one who couldn't move on?
The emptiness is frustrating, laying on my bed through the whole CNY, feeling extremely bored. Everyone seems to be getting very busy with their work nowadays, some don't even have time to come back for CNY. Where's the new year song? I hardly can listen to them anymore.
Why is everywhere open for business? What happened to the days when even shopping complexes close for the 1st day of new year? It seems nobody cares anymore, they just want to earn as much as possible, thats all.
Undeniably as years passed on, my angpao has gotten more and more but I would rather trade it all with what has been lost. House visiting has gone stale too. Wheres the bak gua? I cant see them anymore?
My mind's jumbled up, I don't know how to type anymore.
I just want it all back! I wish to have the OLD CNY! Arghhh. I just feel like screaming.
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
moo.
could not sleep well last night. blanketed, from toes up to shoulders, eyes closed. then i started counting baa baa white sheeps trying to fall asleep, but to no avail. i pulled the blanket over head, warm enough, sleep, inviting sleep. another vain attempt. lol. fine. i stopped trying, and started thinking. i felt like i have missed something, hmmmm.. what could it be?
right, i forgot to pray ;)
i whispered a few words of thanksgiving, turned left, right, left then right again and.. i forgot what happened next.. lol i fell asleep.
but not into deep sleep. my brain was having a party of its own. lol. i woke up the next day feeling groggy..zZZzz.. the feeling went off after a while. thank God.
and so the moral lecture started at 8.15 a.m. had some briefing on mid-term questions. one part of it is an essay about the malaysian armed forces. pasukan pertahanan malaysia? alangkah menarik. hahaha. never bothered to read about it before, it is about time. lol. due date, february 13.
the reason why i am blogging now is because i am feeling extremely sleepy. i c.a.n.t a.f.f.f.o.r.d t.o. w.a.s.t.e my t.im.e sleepi.n.g. so i blog. good thing it works. i am not sleepy anymore. heeee ;)
right, i forgot to pray ;)
i whispered a few words of thanksgiving, turned left, right, left then right again and.. i forgot what happened next.. lol i fell asleep.
but not into deep sleep. my brain was having a party of its own. lol. i woke up the next day feeling groggy..zZZzz.. the feeling went off after a while. thank God.
and so the moral lecture started at 8.15 a.m. had some briefing on mid-term questions. one part of it is an essay about the malaysian armed forces. pasukan pertahanan malaysia? alangkah menarik. hahaha. never bothered to read about it before, it is about time. lol. due date, february 13.
the reason why i am blogging now is because i am feeling extremely sleepy. i c.a.n.t a.f.f.f.o.r.d t.o. w.a.s.t.e my t.im.e sleepi.n.g. so i blog. good thing it works. i am not sleepy anymore. heeee ;)
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