the clown has packed his bag,

leaving behind his circus of merriment and zzz,

heading to the land of books,

he's taking a train, a train driven by Him.

and as long as he's on this train,

everything will be okay.













love,
jess.


and here's a note for a dear friend of mine back in high school. thanks natasha su! you taught me well. :)

its 4.30 am? (lin keong)

somebody said I am sombong. lol donno why, i am just being lin keong

the anatomy of the urinary bladder, ureter and urethra upset me.
to study anatomy in words is confusing. :(
and i am confused now, and so, upset.
prollly it's the hormone thingy again.
... .. .. T.T


and then there IS people. people as a singular noun.
i am part of the people.
and yet, it never fails to amaze me in so many ways.
both good and not so good.
wakakakaka. prolly they have the same thoughts about me.
the world doesn't go one way.
hmmmm.


ok, somewhat i am not upset anymore. anatomy of the urniary system is SO NOT my chill pill.
;) take a break.

intermitten flu.

it begun with a mild flu in seremban, but cleared off upon returning to kl. such a weak bug. muahhahahaha. my immune prevailed. muaaahahahaha. or so i thought.
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noooooo, i was wrong T.T
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i was hit by the flu bug again after 24hrs (it's not the same bug don't be foolish, it's already mutated!), sneezing and disposing of soaked tissues like nobody's business. a virus attack i am sure. and later that night, i dreamt myself to conciousness and woke up feeling ever dry with a pain in my throat. T.T
i started sneezing again, and woke my roomie up T.T
twas bad. my nasal discharge was unstoppable. the flu sort of subsided the next morning, a tuesday morning. my immune prevailed once again. muaahhhahahahahahahahahaha.

but noooo. it came again in the afternoon, missing me. lol. spent the whole afternoon on bed but not asleep. sicked. with a changed voice.. huskily flu-ed lol.
by wednesday morning, i woke up feeling groggy and tired but the flu seemed to be gone. i went and took a shower. HA, big mistake. lol. sneezed and had runny nose again. went to practise singing for seniors farewell, with a flu voice :D my nose stopped running when i was singing.

what followed was a series of headaches and stomach ache, with ample of sleep, woke up feeling sleepier than ever, so more sleep. lol.
i had diarrheoa few hours ago, and went to bed. so here i am, woke up 4 hrs later, refreshed and truly prevailed this time, decided to give the super bug a recognition. good job. hehe.

i must be crazy to say this but i am actually really glad that i fell sick. cause it happened now instead of exam period. cause it suckadee not to be able to study when you want to. T.T
and now that i have recovered and all well, happily knowing that my immune has reached another level in its league of battle, i urge all to take good care of yourself and health, do stay healthy!

and You led me to the path of righteousness.

indeed You have shown me. It's worth the wait, it's all worthy.

enough. time to buck up. set set here i come. tee hee.

emo-ing (lin keong)

emo