17.01.2009

hey guys.. i just wanna say thanks to all. to my super duper caring friends, seniors and classmates who have been concerned about my injuries, i am really touched and grateful to have you all by my side..especially keng keng.

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yesh people, i had a bike incident last saturday, i crashed but escaped with minimum harm. nasib baik jua walaupun hari yang malang.

do you want to know what was on my mind before i was about to crash? uhuhuhuhu, it was so scary i thought i was going to roll downhill, crash into a huge plank and die/pengsan on the spot. i swerved to the left towards the woods at a very high speed as i was cycling downhill, did that cause i knew i was going to crash, wanted to hit the break but afraid that i would fly off with a somersault and land on my back. i didn't hit the break but thank God for i only landed a few metres away from the road side instead of rolling downhill, and only suffered minor injuries.

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sigh. my first bike incident. a good start for the year. lol. anyhow, i still think cycling is a fun thing to do, a natural way to keep fit as justin says it. lol. and yesh, i have learnt my lesson..jangan nak rempit-rempit bicycle kalau tak ada skill and use the break for its purpose. need to brush up on my skill too. ask me did i develop a phobia towards cycling? i tell you no way. kekeke. in fact i am looking forward to the next time.

Thanks again to all! <3<3

will blog about the cycling trip some time. such a misfortune that i had a crash, a fun day otherwise.

jess just got back from the library and she is feeling extremely sleepy. lol. jess feels like blogging but she doesn't know what to blog about. so what she is going to do is, to continue writing pointless sentences. ahahaha. grrrr. sleepyyy.. brain is in its resting state, refuse to decipher what it is doing or why is it doing so..lol. jess is feeling dreamy~ oh wait something came to her mind.. natural killer cells.. apoptosis..lol..*plop*..okok.. what else.. her bed.. oh yesh..her little pillow..and she, being sheltered in her blanket..is put to rest. eyes closed.. silent flutters of her heart..


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love part 2 (edited)

for my dear,

can love come from sympathy?


who should make the first move?


what if he/she thought you only as brother/sister? nothing more nothing less?


do you like who he/she is now? is he/she your ideal?
do you change yourself to fit his/her ideal?
do you expect him/her to change?


why do you see solitude and sadness from his/her eyes?


do you feel secure with him/her around you?


is there such thing as love at first sight?


what happens when you hit a wall? what if theres nothing more to say to each other?


you feel that you have not wasted your life waiting for him/her to arrive


do you get along with his family?


do you feel pressured to be together?


do you care about what others say?


do you feel like expressing yourself? But you are scared of the consequences?


what if you get rejected by your love? will you still love him/her?


are you constantly wondering if he/she feels the same about you?


does love really conquer all?


are you tired of being alone? are you tired of waiting for someone?


must guys always make the first move?


will long distance relationship work?


are you looking for a partner just because everyone has one?


why do good guys always finish last?


when you like him/her, do you accept him/her or do you tolerate him/her?


somehow you want him/her to watch everything that you do. you will try to do your best in front of him/her and always feel that you have not done well enough


You always want to be there for her/his, to protect her but failure to do so makes you feel miserable. You know you are not trying to be a hero but merely having his/her best interest in mind.




this post may not be up to the standards of the previous one because I could not get the same "mood" i was in before when I posted the first.
There may be a part 3. Depends.

P/S: I hate posting these stuff, it makes me feel lonely........ T.T

To leekeng: i posted it at last lol, and I always dont get what I want so I dont bother trying

T______________T homesick homesick homesick

ten random things.
1. i have a habit of biting my nails.
2. i spent rm300.60 in 3 days. T_________T
3. i am officially broke.
4. i miss home.
5. i have not been studying, only gaming all day long.
6. and so became more pro in gaming and knew 0.01% about hematology.
7. my eyesight is deteriorating.
8. i sleep early and wake up late.
9. there is a void in my heart.
10. i am going to make a card now and eat an apple.

bye.

cubaan pertama

hi semua. saye ingin mencuba sesuatu yang baru hari ini, iaitu, membelog dalam bahasa melayu. (ok, ayat pertama yang sungguh membosankan) hahaha, rase pelik? teruskan rasa pelik anda, inilah bahagian yang menyeronokkan :)

hey, saye nak bercerita ni, dengar lah ok? mase saye kecik dulu saye ni gempal. tapi comel. agak popular jugak lah mase tadika. selalu dipilih target jadi anak ayam mase main kejar-kejar, 99.9% mangsa kejar. adoi. mentah2 lah badan besar mudah jadi target. walaupun badan besar tapi kena buli gak, beg kena selodeh, ape lagi, barang2 masuk bakul sampah cam scene mitsui latih 3 pointer shot dalam slam dunk. haaa! ape lah budak kecik yang naif...tipu lah! kecik2 dah pandai buli orang! lepas tu kan, saye pun cuba beritahu cikgu pasal barang2 saye kena buang, haaa! cuba teka ape cikgu tu buat? dia tampar saye -.- KENAPE?? sebab budak yg kaco saye tuh saiznye jauh lebih kecik drpd saye lepas tu buat lagi muke innocent, adoi2 mmg saye hands down kalah lah. puas2 gak saye yang kena. zaman kanak2 yang menyedihkan. *hembus nafas*

cerita ni tak de pengajarannya, maklum lah kan ade je bebudak yang bersikap 'punggung jahat' kat setiap sekolah. sedih kan? nangis lah.

awak nak tahu tak ape jadi ngan budak yg selongkar beg saye lepas tu? hehe. kite org belajar kat sekolah yang same sampai sekolah menengah. time kat sekolah tu turn saye pulak buli dier.. (ketawa jahat) haaa! tak de lah saye ni kan baik, tak buli orang :P ye la tuh. betul, saye jadi cikgu kimia dier lagi untuk preeeeee. lagi satu, dier memang cute dan lawa, muke ade iras2 org putih. tak de kaitan ngan saye pun, saje nak beritahu. eheheh.

cakap pasal sekolah, saye ade seorang lagi kawan ni. dier ni suke main benda2 yang pelik cam berudu lah, ulat lah, chlorophil lah ape tah lagi. namenye LYL. memang kwn baik saye sebab same taste. gitu lah saye. hey awak semua, saye bohong lah. tak main benda semua tu kecuali chlorophil.. kamu nak tahu ape kite org buat?

pada satu hari yang cerah, kite org jalan2 kat taman sekolah, main petik bunga dan daun..

tidaaaaaaaaaaak! jangan salah sangka. kite bukan perosak, cume petik satu dua je. balik kelas mase matematik, LYL potong daun jadi cebisan microkecik dan masukkan ke dalam botol gamnye. gune pensel untuk kacaukan rata. hasilnye, gam berwarna hijau gelap, GAM CHLOROPHIL yang pertama! gitu bangga wei.

mase kite syok2 mengamati gam tersebut, cikgu matematik mendekati meja kite org (yer, kalau belum tahu, kite ni desk partner lor) lepas tuh amik botol gam dan tanya, 'what is this?'

'leaf based glue', jawab saye.

mukenye semacam, dahi kerut cermin mata jatuh aras hidung cam nenek tua yang rabun. ape? hemsem pe. adoi. cakap pasal cikgu ni kan, namenye abu kassim. guru matematik. encik ni suke tarik tali bra pelajar. yer, adakah awak teperanjat? teruskan. dier suke panggil pelajar terutamanye yang cute2 si honey, darling, sayang ape la. LYL jadi darling dan saye jadi honey kerana kite berdua student yang 'outstanding'. nakal. *hembus nafas* maklum lah kan, sekolah perempuan, biasalah perkara2 seperti ini berlaku. kena kaco ngan cikgu laki. betul tak?
tapi, dah besar perkara2 seperti ini jugak berlaku! ape itu neraka?? ape2pun, encik abu kassim ni tidak dinafikan guru yang baik, kalau lah boleh dikikiskan sifatnye yg pervert ..

ok lah semua, kalau nak cerita lagi panjang giler lah. tapi kan, membelog dalam bahasa ni memang besh, kelakar. saye rekomen awak semua cube lah. itu saje. bye!


p/s : blogging in malay gives a whole new dimension to the art of sarcasm. seriously :)

the first harbingers of Christmas arrive in october,
with jarring sales and decorations at the mall.
by december, Christmas true heralds are out,
twinkling lights lining streets,
smell of cookies wafting through the house,
visits from friends and relative,
gift-giving.

and not forgetting mr. santa.
and children waiting in anticipation of Christmas morning, ready to rip the wrappers.

christmas trees. with tinsel, green trimmings and multi-coloured electric lights. wah wah, so pretty aren't they?

but, is that what Christmas is all about?
=)

time for a super brief intro to Christmas history..lol.
do you know, Christmas originates form the Old English root 'Christes maesse' or Christ's Mass?
do you know, Christmas's gift-giving tradition has its roots in the Three Kings' offerings to Jesus?
Christmas is the celebration of the birth of Jesus Christ. (well, actually the real date is not really 25/12 but let's not go into that, it is pretty elaborated)
yesh, it's the birthday of Christ.
but not many people are aware of that since the focus of Christmas today have been commercialised.
It has become a secular celebration rather than it being celebrated for the real purpose.
(ehhh, i don't mean to critise. -.- just feel that Christmas should be appreciated in a better way by people who recognise the value of it.)
end of a super brief intro to Christmas history..lol.

i want to tell you a sad story.
it was this morning.
i woke up late and missed morning service. T.T
ON CHRISTMAS MORNING.
i don't know how to scold myself anymore.
end of sad story.

wahahahahaha! MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

christmas eve at ruth's house

yellow pumps :)

huhuhu

My parting gift, wahaha, before going to KL.

[You]
First Name - lin keong.
Nickname – linkeong, soh, lk, siu keong, boy, oi, ei, wei, soh lin.
What do people normally mistake your name as – min keong, ling keong, huh again?, omg your name is so hard
Birthday – 27/08/1988.
Birthplace – Malacca, Malaysia.
Time of Birth – have to check ehehehe
Single or taken – Single. (Taken by myself wahahaa)
Zodiac sign – Virgo.



[Your Appearance]
How tall are you – shouldnt it be how short? I am 15X CM
Wish you were taller – well if I grow taller then let it be, if not it doesnt matter, as long as I am happy.
Eye color – black?
Eye color you want - amber red.
Natural Hair color – black
Current Hair color – black.
Short or long hair – medium.
Ever dye your hair a bizarre coluor - there isnt any bizarre colour.
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair – shaved bald
Glasses or contacts – glasses.
Do you wear make-up – are you kidding me?
Ever had hair extensions – whats that.
Paint your nails – maybe.



[In the opposite gender]
What color eyes – any.
What color hair – any as long not white.
Shy or Outgoing – a mixture of both.
Looks or personality – personality.
Sexy or Cute – a mixture of both.
Serious or Fun – both.
Older or Younger than you – doesn't matter as long as we are compatible with each other.
A turn on – gentle, feminine
A turn off – talk loudly, profanity, control freak



[This or that]
Flowers or Chocolates – I'll eat both XD
Pepsi or Coke – is there a difference?
Rap or Rock – depends on mood.
Relationship or One night stand – i havent had any so I cant answer.
School or Work – both.
Love or Money – both.
Movies or Music - both.
Country or City – country.
Sunny or Rainy days – both, sunny days for going out, rainy days for a good sleep XD.
Friends or Family – both.



[Have you ever]
Lied – yes.
Stole something - yes.
Smoked – never.
Hurt someone close to you – yes.
Broke someone’s heart – maybe? How would I know if they dont tell me anything?
Had your heart broken – yes countless times XD but I will survive
Wondered what was wrong with you – not really, instead i wonder whats wrong with the world
Wish you were a prince/princess – no i like freedom
Liked someone who was taken – ya but lets not go there
Shaved your head – ya
Been in love – I think its a yes
Used chopsticks – well, I am chinese, of course.
Sang in the mirror to yourself – and the mirror broke



[Favorites]
Flower – any edible ones XD XD.
Candy – toffee
Song – too much to list.
Scent – au naturale smell of cow dung, just joking, I like the smell of fresh air
Color – not sure.
Movie – a walk to remember.
Singer - chen lei XD.
Word – lol.
Junk food – potato chips.
Website – http://www.google.com/
Location - my own room.
Animal – dog.
Ever cried over someone – yes.
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself – yes.
Do you think you’re attractive – i think so. i always attract guys and flies lol.
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose – the dwarf and the seven snow whites XD if it exists
Do you play any sports – is dota a sport?.

THE END

This was rushed through so the answers seem short