HELLoOOOOOooooooooOOOO!

gOoD mOrnIng!!

I AM SUPER EXCITED ok it's nin chor yatt! muahahahhaa. no, wait. but what am i doing here??
my hair is not done, nails not done, dress not up, ehh? lalalalalala, nicely sitting here typing. sweat. how excited is excited?! ehh, i don't tipu, i am excited ok, just a little suppresed this time, cause lack of sleep. LOL.
the routine is always the same every year, wake up, breakfast at Ah Yee's place she makes super delicious mee suah, then mingle around with everybody, later at 3 p.m the gambling and mahjong session start. then --------------> dinner! yummy yummy. then at night the gambling session continues. i don't gamble so they always anti-jess T.T haha nola i sing k with my uncle you know those super super old songs the opera style haha i am so kidding. well i just sit there and be the money collector~! $.$ lol..

oh, mama rushing me to change. time to go. catch ya all later!

AND THANKS TO POH POH, KENNETH AND MICHELLE FOR ACCOMPANYING ME TO THE CLINIC! THANK YOU VERY MUCH!

17.01.2009

hey guys.. i just wanna say thanks to all. to my super duper caring friends, seniors and classmates who have been concerned about my injuries, i am really touched and grateful to have you all by my side..especially keng keng.

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yesh people, i had a bike incident last saturday, i crashed but escaped with minimum harm. nasib baik jua walaupun hari yang malang.

do you want to know what was on my mind before i was about to crash? uhuhuhuhu, it was so scary i thought i was going to roll downhill, crash into a huge plank and die/pengsan on the spot. i swerved to the left towards the woods at a very high speed as i was cycling downhill, did that cause i knew i was going to crash, wanted to hit the break but afraid that i would fly off with a somersault and land on my back. i didn't hit the break but thank God for i only landed a few metres away from the road side instead of rolling downhill, and only suffered minor injuries.

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sigh. my first bike incident. a good start for the year. lol. anyhow, i still think cycling is a fun thing to do, a natural way to keep fit as justin says it. lol. and yesh, i have learnt my lesson..jangan nak rempit-rempit bicycle kalau tak ada skill and use the break for its purpose. need to brush up on my skill too. ask me did i develop a phobia towards cycling? i tell you no way. kekeke. in fact i am looking forward to the next time.

Thanks again to all! <3<3

will blog about the cycling trip some time. such a misfortune that i had a crash, a fun day otherwise.

jess just got back from the library and she is feeling extremely sleepy. lol. jess feels like blogging but she doesn't know what to blog about. so what she is going to do is, to continue writing pointless sentences. ahahaha. grrrr. sleepyyy.. brain is in its resting state, refuse to decipher what it is doing or why is it doing so..lol. jess is feeling dreamy~ oh wait something came to her mind.. natural killer cells.. apoptosis..lol..*plop*..okok.. what else.. her bed.. oh yesh..her little pillow..and she, being sheltered in her blanket..is put to rest. eyes closed.. silent flutters of her heart..


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love part 2 (edited)

for my dear,

can love come from sympathy?


who should make the first move?


what if he/she thought you only as brother/sister? nothing more nothing less?


do you like who he/she is now? is he/she your ideal?
do you change yourself to fit his/her ideal?
do you expect him/her to change?


why do you see solitude and sadness from his/her eyes?


do you feel secure with him/her around you?


is there such thing as love at first sight?


what happens when you hit a wall? what if theres nothing more to say to each other?


you feel that you have not wasted your life waiting for him/her to arrive


do you get along with his family?


do you feel pressured to be together?


do you care about what others say?


do you feel like expressing yourself? But you are scared of the consequences?


what if you get rejected by your love? will you still love him/her?


are you constantly wondering if he/she feels the same about you?


does love really conquer all?


are you tired of being alone? are you tired of waiting for someone?


must guys always make the first move?


will long distance relationship work?


are you looking for a partner just because everyone has one?


why do good guys always finish last?


when you like him/her, do you accept him/her or do you tolerate him/her?


somehow you want him/her to watch everything that you do. you will try to do your best in front of him/her and always feel that you have not done well enough


You always want to be there for her/his, to protect her but failure to do so makes you feel miserable. You know you are not trying to be a hero but merely having his/her best interest in mind.




this post may not be up to the standards of the previous one because I could not get the same "mood" i was in before when I posted the first.
There may be a part 3. Depends.

P/S: I hate posting these stuff, it makes me feel lonely........ T.T

To leekeng: i posted it at last lol, and I always dont get what I want so I dont bother trying

T______________T homesick homesick homesick

ten random things.
1. i have a habit of biting my nails.
2. i spent rm300.60 in 3 days. T_________T
3. i am officially broke.
4. i miss home.
5. i have not been studying, only gaming all day long.
6. and so became more pro in gaming and knew 0.01% about hematology.
7. my eyesight is deteriorating.
8. i sleep early and wake up late.
9. there is a void in my heart.
10. i am going to make a card now and eat an apple.

bye.