hi folks, it's me again. *waves* once in a while turned out to be a year since i last blogged. wow, phew.. it's strange when wow and phew are put together isn't it. an expression of amazement and relief. well, that sort of sums up my year actually :) i am really thankful for everything, for all that had happened and all that did not happen, an opportunity to live every second and worry little about tomorrow. i am also more 'seasoned' now, speaking of life experience and on growing up. we are supposed to age both physically and mentally right. hehe. i must not tell you that i freaked out to the sight of my cheek creases. it's mentally disturbing ... T.T but then hor, it sorf of makes my smile more charming .. HMM. hehe. presently done with 2/5 of my studying years, sailing on to third year in july. still very innocent. i mean medically ahahahahahahhahaha, lots to learn, coming soon. reading back previous posts brings back reminiscence. all still sound very me.. ahahahaha. many years later i would reread these again and say the same thing i think. certainly i am a product of my past but i have changed for better. it's not just for me but i want to say this to everybody, we are a product of our past but we are not a prisoner of our past.. so move forward and change for better, don't get chained in a bad past. aight. yes you can. once upon a time, a friend said to me, don't regret the decisions you make and up till today, these 6 words have been the pillar of my decision-making process. thanks pal. then...what happens if i made the wrong decision? don't regret but repent. out of religious context, it means change of mind and attitude basically. aiyaya, i didn't plan what to write here initially so these words as they flow, i guess i tend to write whatever that comes to my mind and ..reflections and lessons learned.. here they are. im still a crappu. ahahahaha. lot less though......... must be the effect of constipation. it deprives me of the inspiration and creative power to crap due to the high energy consumption of defecating attempts. sad. it's getting late anyway.. my new blog link is www.stuckblink.blogspot.com. goodnight and have a good day. God bless.

i have got a new blog. but i will still blog here once in a while.

love,
jessyp

heya smiley face

it takes little to make me happy and thankful, i think it is the greatest gift. lipin told me he wants to learn swimming and i feel happy for him. i find delight when i strike a conversation with a person whom i don’t feel like talking to because by the end of the conversation, all i know is how silly am i to hold a meaningless grudge. simple ‘good mornings’ make my day and so does the warm morning sunshine. lee keng’s smile and her cookie treat are simply fantastic, thanks babe. when i told my father i was sick few days ago he got worried sick, and i was really touched.. i feel like crying as i am typing this out. i am thankful for everything.

how much it takes to make me sad? i don’t know. this sadness goes away too quickly, i can’t measure. Sometimes it’s paroxsymal... i am sad when i see people i love upset. i am sad when there is an electricity shortage in the hostel... haha.. no, that’s more of annoyed. i am sad.. because.. when.. i can’t remember.. don’t have to.. sadness is clearly insignificant in my life for i have no memories of it.

there’s nothing to brag about.. i have a fragile heart.. it doesn’t shatter easily but there is always the ocassional crack.. but i think my heart is fragilely happyphillic.. -.- i weep more when i am happy..

surat untuk poison ivy.

adehh, runsing pasal apa pun tak tahu lah. tapi yang pasti bukan pasal orang. tak kisah daaa. cam sial aja. bukan marah tapi fruss. pasal pelajaran kut. sem baru sial jugak, reti cam tak reti, baca sama tak baca, dah hilang tempo. sori la ni dah desperate sgt, dah annoyed tahap ape dah lagi-lagi si poi dah lama tak online, hilang tempat redah perasaan. poi mane ko? restaurant ko dah tutup oiii, tepung dah berkulat! biar la ko tak baca pun blog ni. aku bercakap dengan dinding. hehe. sok ade kwn nak visit gonggong. kwn lama. harap2 jadi. yg sebnarnya aku ok, mlm ni cuaca baik, aku suke. mood pun ok. tpi hati cam pilu.. kira tak ok kan. entah mengapa. byk nak study. T.T
cepat la balik kwn!

人外有人，天外有天

whats in a name (by lin keong)

was browsing through when i saw my sister's blog.

saw this funny thing

Colin

usually an irish/asian guy who hides his true feelings. His love for someone is very complex. He may love a certain person, but another close person even more without showing any emotion towards that person.
colin has always wanted to be with Teresea, but secretely with Gessie.

Swt, I wonder who put that definition in

The definition is as complex as his love

Oh well, search up your name at urbandictionary.com and see how it is defined

happy brithday amabel

our CG 03 celebrated amabel's birthday yesterday at Wong Kok Kok. hehehaha. it was a fun night with the many people who turned up :) along with that, amabel also dressed up nicely with make-up on and she looked exceptionally pretty (a feast to my eyes!) heh. then clarence asked us to report about one good thing we had had throughout the week, i was literally speechless.. i guessed i had a bad week :X



but if i were given a chance to reverse time to fix what might have been bad, i would fix nothing. yes. what went wrong doesn't bother me because i am not afraid to lose. because i have stopped expecting. in spite of that, i always give my 100% in everything i do. that is what that matters.